take my breath away

Its just frustrating at times, how you seem to toy with my heart. Is it all just a game with you? With you not answering a simple message makes me a bit angrier and drives me slowly towards insanity, but the moment that I see your face, a cast of your shadow, a whiff of your scent, or a touch of your skin all the anger and frustration just melts away and all that I'm left with is this feeling of awe and wonder.

I sometimes wonder why I let myself go through this madness, then I just think about what was and what can be, endless possibilities gives me the hope and strength to go through it again. Some may call me crazy, insane, or just plain stupid, they all mean nice having been a witness to what I went through when I lost you. But I don't care, I don't need to seek anyone else's approval but yours.

I was terrified to tell you that I still had feelings towards you, but the truth does set you free, and there is nothing more truthful than what my heart is telling me. Not once did I tell you that I didn't love you, in fact the only reason I let go was because I loved you too much, and knew that I was hurting you. But now, knowing what it feels like to not be by your side, I've realized just how much you meant to me and that I'm prepare to give everything up just be given another chance to be with you.